Archive for July, 2005

Sunday, July 17th, 2005

Feeling is a very confusing thing. it seems unimportant, but actually it can influence ur day.
when ure feeling low, it seems that everything happening around u is a mess and uncontrolably unsuitable for you.
But when ure feeling happy, u can jump in joy even when u have to work 24 hours a day.
And wad kind of feeling affects us the most?

Yes, im talking about love

Funny thing love is. It can makes ur day joyful or miserable
But there are always 2 sides of every coin. u just have to deal with it, and accept it the way it should be. if u feel that u cant accept the one side of love, dont fall in love. ull be disappointed.
But if u felt that u were always miserable when u were in a relationship, then maybe ure fallin in love with the wrong person.

Saturday, July 2nd, 2005

wad is loneliness? loneliness is when ur in a crowded space, and instead u feel that u are alone in this world . have u ever feel that this world is so big, and u just want to sink inside?

have u ever smile but u dont know wad ure smiling about? have u ever pretend that u are tough but inside u know that ure weak, and there’s nothing u can do to stop from showing ure weaknesses?

have u ever felt that there’s nothing in this world is matter to u? that everything happens around u is just an illusion, its not real, its not realy happening.

u dont know wad u think u know. and u dont know wads changing and wads not changing around you. u dont realy know someone,even if uve known them for a long time.

are we happy? are we unhappy? is that a real feeling? arent we able to determine wad we want to feel? if so, then we all can be happy all the time. just be part of this unrealistic, abstract world. wear that mask, and ull know how to achieve the unrealistic happiness.

if only there is time to be alone, somewhere.